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Thursday, 12 August 2010

  • Day three

    So the fasting went well until a bad course of events happened in my family so I only lost a few ounces short of a pound.

    I felt very defeat at first but i'm just going to do a liquid fast again.  Eventually going like this I'll lose weight =[

     

Wednesday, 11 August 2010

  • Day Two & Day Three

    So I didnt lose weight on day two and it kinda made me feel defeated so when I woke up this morning I still didn't lose weight which is extremely odd for my body so today I'm going on a liquid fast.  So far today I had vegetable broth for breakfast and tea.  I'm having my second cup of tea right now and after I'm finished I'll be making my fochicken broth.  My sister is in the process of making a pumpkin pie, my absolute favorite so it's going to be hard to say no to it.  I'm kinda nervous and I'm going to need support

Monday, 09 August 2010

  • Day One! 143.0

    Alright so no one replied back of course about doing a diet thing with me and thats totally cool.

    I weighed myself and I'm at 143lbs, the highest I've been in awhile but that's going to change, I have no choice.
    So I think I'm going to do the ABC challenge because I've had the most success with that in the past.  I would usually
    average out to losing 9lbs per week.  So I want to set my goal of losing 20lbs at August 23rd my college move in date.  
    Ultimately I just want to be in the 20's for when I move in and start my orientation. The only things that I will eat are veggies,
    fruit and soups(ie fake chicken broth and vegetable broth)  I will NOT be eating any meat or animal product.  So I'm going on a vegan diet, that
    fake chicken broth is in fact a vegan soup.
     
    One misconception is that you have to do tons of situps a day to get a toned stomach.  I weigh 143lbs but my stomach is toned, I only
    do a few minutes of situps a day!  I do 1 minute of mid section situps then a 30 second rest, then i do 1 minute of situps towards my left side
    then a 30 second rest and 1 minute towards the right.  I only do it once a day because I tend to forget at night but it works!
    Heres a list to my playlist: I timed it out with 1 minute songs and 30 second breaks http://www.playlist.com/playlist/17962606603
    I'm going to try and fit in jogging but I never seem to have the time but I have to get ready for rugby season.... =/

    Alright so today is 500Calories!

     

Sunday, 08 August 2010

  • College: New Beginnings..

    So since I leave for college in 2 weeks exactly I believe, I will be starting over entirely. I have gained 10lbs so I'm currently at 143lbs. I haven't chosen a diet just yet but I will decide on one by tonight and I will post it up. I'm also looking for someone who weighs the same as me to be a diet buddy. If you weigh less than me I'd still love to keep tabs with you because you're amazing and I look up to you! My diet will officially start tomorrow. <3 Maddy

Saturday, 13 March 2010

  • Failure Day After Day and No Motivation

    Everything that is going on is affecting how I do with this. I cannot take this, I lost a lb YAY but seriously its not enough. I don't know if I should count calories or if I should only eat fruits and veggies. I dont know if I should do 2468, ABC, Marykate challenge rainbow diet or what. I'm so lost and so confused because of everything that is going on. Yeah I said I'd starve myself, I wrote that out of aggravation and depression. I didnt eat until 6pm yesterday but when I did I ate a lot i just ate and ate and ate until I was full. I don't know what to do at this point, I have no motivation at all......

Friday, 12 March 2010

  • Using depression and aggravation to get what I want

    The more I hurt and the more that they hurt me the longer I will starve myself. I've had enough of everything and how I will cope is to starve. I will be happy when I'm thin and that is all I need. I don't need them in my life and I don't love them. They say they love me but really all they do is break me down piece by piece just so my sister gets some satisfaction. At least when I weigh 100lbs I'll have some sort of accomplishment in my life.
    I'm not eating a thing today and I refuse to eat anything tomorrow.

Thursday, 11 March 2010

  • Mega Behind thanks to the boyfriend

    So I found a huge trigger point for me that causes me to eat.
    1. When I feel hopeless
    2. When I'm told I'm fat
    3. When I work with this one person at work

    So I work with that one person at work tonight again but tomorrow I'm not working. Also I finally got permission from my boyfriend to lose weight which was the motivation I needed and he told me I'm allowed to work out. SO now I'm going to get off the ABC or maybe restart and change it around, I'm not sure yet but I'll find out what Im doing tonight

Monday, 08 March 2010

  • Day 2... 500calories

    So I weighed in and im 138lbs so I didnt lose any weight and not to mention today was an entire failure. To make up for it I will not be eating anything tomorrow. Only tea and water. Tonight I will be doing quite a few sit ups and jogging. Very disappointed in myself but there were circumstances I couldn't help. I was forced to sit and eat dinner, portions were not an option or a part of my control....

Sunday, 07 March 2010

  • Day One... 500 Calories

    Okay so today is in fact day one.  I weigh 138lbs and my goal is to be at least 110lbs by my birthday which is Monday, May 10th and at least 100lbs by prom which is Saturday May 28th I believe.  My family is currently preoccupied with my sister who is supposivly

Friday, 05 March 2010

  • Miss you all!

    So here's the update.... I got really sick went into recovery and gained a lot of weight back. I'm currently 138lbs at 5'4". Disgusting I know. I'm still supposed to be recovery but if I gain one more pound I will not be able to handle it. So I'm going onto the ABC once again.

    Starting Sunday I will be officially on ABC, I've had enough of being like this and I've had enough of being called fat by my family. I'm tired of my mother telling me my stomach is huge and my thighs are fat to make my younger sister feel better. I'm not stopping until I finish the 50 days and I've come close before but this time Ill finish it. I'm determined.
    Only time will tell how much I'll lose....
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    • Name: Madison
    • Location: London, United Kingdom
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 5/23/2009

My Stats

HW: 223lbs
LW:109lbs
Height: 5'4"
CW: read the posts and check ticker
GW: unsure

ABC Diet

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My Goals

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First Goal Date

August 23rd Be in the 120's

Body Goals

[x] Collar Bones
[ ]Hip Bones
[ ]Ribs
[ ]Untouching Thighs
[x]Size 5 [ ]Size 4
[ ]Size 3 [ ]Size 2
[ ]Size 1 [ ]Size 0
[x]Size Medium Pants
[ ]Size Small Pants
[ ]Small Arms
[ ]A "V"
[ ]Concave

Daily Activity

Morning
Sit-ups for 5 minutes
Stretch

Afternoon
1 mile walk/jog

Night
Stretch
Sit-ups for 5 minutes